This is a sad year....

Just received bad news again. This time from my maternal family. My Great Grandmother pass away in the hospital in Johor just now. She suffered from stroke some time back and never fully recover after that. I can't attend her funeral wake because I'm still in my 49 days mourning period. She was very good to me although she hardly recognise me already. Don't know how to describe the disappointment.

May she rest in peace...